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Another note in life from day to day

MyNeroUserWithNicknamebakerman-3011@nero.com (bakerman-3011) — 21 Sep 2009 16:57:40 GMT

Hi one and all,

Not so prompt at writing these days, it seems as much as i want to write more i just dont get the time and by that i mean, not because there are not enough hours in the day that would be easy to use as an excuse the fact is that i at times feel like what the hell and in my head i go down the road of i will leave it till tommorow. What that means is i am to lazy to get it done and it is a good cop out to myself. I have this guy fang who has made contact but the thing i realy dont know how this damn thing works and although i have tried to contact him i seem to get an no no back. Maby i am doing it wrong so if you out there know what i am doing wronge let me know it will be a big help. Maby this is not the way but hey no harm in trying who is it who said if at first you don't suceed try try again. OK Blogers have fun , it is not always that bad i promise.

Hi blogers nice to write again.Long time no write

MyNeroUserWithNicknamebakerman-3011@nero.com (bakerman-3011) — 14 Sep 2009 18:34:33 GMT

Hi fang 1961rock, Good blog you wrote liked the artwork very full. I have not been writing much also i don't know how Nero works well added you as buddy not sure if it worked out , find out if it did soon. Hows America never been live in Edinburgh Scotland other side of the planet.Hows weather there here it is a bummer but that is life. if you read this let me know as i got your name from my e-Mail so i am trying to do the same and Sus it out like everything if you don't know how it goes then its not so easy. Drop a line again, cool to here from you.bakerman-3011.

Nice to be back at last.

MyNeroUserWithNicknamebakerman-3011@nero.com (bakerman-3011) — 02 Aug 2009 07:34:24 GMT

Hello Blogers,

Ben a while since i last wrote and it has been. I have been awaw and i made sure i never took my pc with me, it was getting stupid i was spending more time on it than anything else and i was starting to feel it was more important than the more important things that i had to do to keep my life in some order, i was cleaning my pc before cleaning my house how bad was that. Anyway i am back and i am keeping it short and simple, this one is to say hi to everyone and to let everyone know i am still alive i am not sure if anybody realy gives a sh-- but it is good for my head to know i am still doing it. Well folks i will say by ,and as i say keep it sweet. bakerman-3011

Hello blog readers nice to talk.

MyNeroUserWithNicknamebakerman-3011@nero.com (bakerman-3011) — 10 Jul 2009 03:42:54 GMT

Hello blog friends nice to speeak to you all again, and if this is the first time then hi. You know when i first heard about this thing that people were talking about it took me some time toget my head around it firstly i thought it was about the daftest idea i had come to hear about,then i thought (A) hear is another idea somewone has come up with to make some easy money. Then behold another name ccame up that all these stars were raving about and that word was called TWITTER, i thought that sounded dafter than the other one bloging,and as i live on my own i was looking for something that people realy beleived in but without wanting any money up front so befour you knew it you were riped of and felt as if nothing realy was for nothing and if you did not have the time to read all those verry little words that were squeezed inbetween a load of mumbo jumbo that no matter how many times toy read it it still did not make any sense. What i am realy trying to get across is that old saying that nothing is for nothing and if it is too good to be true then you can garente it is. The funny thing is the more i read about bloging through nero exept for the initial fee of joining the site which i must say i have had for some time and landed up never using it as i found it quite hard to understand in the first place, it was one of these sites that promised anybody with halfe a brain could use, well i am not the brighest person out in this big world that millions of us are tennants of and i am sure i have more than halfe a brain or at least i like to think i have,but then everyone has the right to make there own mind up.As i was trying to explain right from the start although i might find it hard to use any other appliences concerning nero, i sure for the life of me could not find any small print asking for anything extra for trying there blog out. After many tries and feeling very silly because at first it is like talking to yourself,and at times i found myself looking at my palms of my hands to see if hair was growing out from them i strangly became easy with it and found myself looking forward to finding the time to write or is it the term blogging at the end of the day if you enjoj being part of the idea does it realy matter what you want to call it. I like to think of it as letting friends know i am still around and enjoy communicating with them no matter who they are.To me allpeople from around the world are my friends and all have a knowledge in them that is worth there weight in gold. So if you think you are feeling down and things don't seem to be going good for you, give this a thought when was the last time you had to worrie about if there was going to be even just a mouthfullof food around even just a spoonfull so it kept you alive to rtie and give you the strenth to face the next day and be lucky enough to stumble on maby 2 spoonfullsof food so your child might be alive tommorow. How lucky are we realy and next time somewone says they are starving think quiet to yourself and think when was the last time you said that and realy knew the meaning of it. By the way this is in no way an apoligy for my thoughts'because they do not cost anything except the little bit of guilt tou may or may not have. I am not sure if it good night or good morning as it is nice and bright outside and although i have not been to bed i will just say have a nice day bakerman-3011.

What better way to fill your sleepless time than to blog.

MyNeroUserWithNicknamebakerman-3011@nero.com (bakerman-3011) — 07 Jul 2009 06:36:10 GMT

Some people might say that this is a crazy time to be blogging as it is only 6.30 in the morning and most people that is to say if they were sane would be in bed at this time of the day especialy if there was no real reason to get up, but then who said we were all sane. As i look out the window it is like a winter day and to think that only a couple of days ago it was so hot it was burning hot. Anyway how are all you blogs from around the worldmbecause even although i only speak one language i am sure that anyone trying to read this letter will get the geast of what i am saying and beleive me it is only good things or at least i think they are all friendly words. As i was saying the other day myself and my daughter are doing ok although i have found to notice that i have conjuncyivitice and beleive me when i say it is very sore and because it is infectious i have to be very carfull or the next thihg is everything in the house will be contaminated and as my daughter is pregnnnt, and i dont want her getting anything bad. Well fellow blogers i have to say BY BY now but will get back to yous soon. bakerman-3011

Another day anothetr. strugle , well it is for me

MyNeroUserWithNicknamebakerman-3011@nero.com (bakerman-3011) — 05 Jul 2009 07:38:34 GMT

Well bloggers another fine day to look forward to that is if you enjoy the heat but as you all know not everyone is good at handeling the heat and as it goes i am one of them unluckey ones, My eyes swell up and it is hard for me to keep them open as the sun makes them swllup and beleive me when i say they get uncomfterbile. It gets to a point i have to get up as the pain gets so sore. I wonder if yous have anything planed for the day or your parents think it will be good for yous to go and spend the day together like they youst yo do when they were young,(Ohow days have changed). Well blogers beleive it or nnnnnot i have beeeen already up for a few hours and i am already shatered and the lazy part of me has already won and i am going back to bed for a few more hours so by by for now write again soon. bakerman-33.

A blog done in the heat of the day.

MyNeroUserWithNicknamebakerman-3011@nero.com (bakerman-3011) — 02 Jul 2009 17:26:01 GMT

Hello all you blogs today,

My god if it gets any hotter i think i will melt away yes it is that hot up hear and don't beleive that Scotland is always freezing because today it is the opposite. I thought i would send a blog during the day as last night as i was doing my blog i was so tired and hot i kept making mistakes and it took me ages and at the end of it i messed it up and had to start all over again. Ifeel a lot better now as i am doing this blog as i have had a good night sleep and today i took time out for myself and beleive me it does work , you know sometimes things get all muddled up and especialy me i think i have to get things done for everyone else whene at the end of the day it has to be me who needs to be looked after and although everyone else is important i have to be happy and fit myself then maby i will have the energy to give something out to other people. I hope this does not come across to selfish as that is not the message i am trying to say, if you can understand even a little bit of it then good you get the point. Hay every other blogger out there who has ever read one of my blogs i hope you dont think anything untowards going on the reason i say this is i have tried to start a couple of other blogs i feel very strange it feels as if i am being unfaithfull to nero now making this statment i dont know if it a funny thing to say after all it is a blog i write to my nero blog friends at least i hope that is something i can look abon you's as that. I know we are not married to each other or anyother thing like that but funny as it sounds i still feel some conection with the whole blog piece to nero and untill i feel different i will continue to blog you all. Take care of yourself's and be happy. Remember the main thing when blogging there is never a right or wrong way to do it . Your way is aleays the best and right way. bakerman-3011

another blog to think about.

MyNeroUserWithNicknamebakerman-3011@nero.com (bakerman-3011) — 26 Jun 2009 22:57:50 GMT

Well bloggers you don't have to wait to long this time to hear from me , as here i am after just one day , now is that not a record or what. I have gone baack to writing my blogs at night as when i was trying to write them first thing in the morning i found it very hard, maby because at that time nothing had happened and therefor there was nothing much to say, realy i don't think it takes a genuis to work that one out. As i say my blog has a lot to say but only you can realy see for yourself what it is saying quite deep don't you think. By the way hear in Edinburgh it is very hot and as some people say you could fry an egg on the street. Iam writing this blog with the telly on in the background and even although it is annoying i still have it on maby it should be music i have on but then i would have to move and just now i can't be bothered legs are stuck to the ground, or at least that is my excuse and i am sticking to it. Myself and my daughter are doing ok although i am a little worried as i took her to the doctors the other day as she is suffering verry bad with her left leg and is finding it a little hard to get around much and the doctor said that she might be showing sings of an early blood clot in her leg and she has to not walk around to much around on her leg too much, although the doc said not to get to alarmed about it it is no good i worry still and land up takeing to much care to the point of not letting her do anything for herself and i think she is getting mad because she wants to do tings but i am there and have already dine it, do you think i am wrong ,should i stand back and let her do it for herself although if i did i would find it very hard. The thing is my daughter is still only a child herself and it will land up a child looking after a childso i can only imaging that deep down she is very scared and as much as she tells me it is ok i still can't help myself. I hope at the end of the day i am doing some of it right. I have just relized how late it is and i don't know if i have said what i set out to say , hay but then again maby i have at the end of the day what i feel i have not said today there is always tommorow or at least that is what i am saying for now. Happy bloging for today at least i enjoy reading other peoples blogs in nero. bakerman-3011.

Lazy or what, no excuse for not blogging except wake up.

MyNeroUserWithNicknamebakerman-3011@nero.com (bakerman-3011) — 25 Jun 2009 15:43:27 GMT

I must be the lazest of all blog writers, i would like to blame somewon or something, but guess what all i can come up with is ME. I have had a lot going on with me of lately what with trying to carry on through the weather although it is not because it is bad and cold in fact it is hot and mircky with no breeze to speak of. I wonder if you are one of the few who when it is very hot find it hard to manage what with hey fever cold soresand all the usual things that happen in summer. Then guess what when it is winter and cold i complain it is to cold and frosty, and it costs to much to keep the house warm and i never have enough warm clothing on, see where i am going i think it is i am never that happy about it being summer or winter it is like everything else in life for me it is either to hot or to cold never right enough. I know i am a winging sod but beleive me i am not always like it i do have a happy side to me and most of the time beleive it or not i am contented with my life. I hope all of you out there are doing well and are busy bloging with each other like i am and enjoying it. One thing i have lernt since i started blogging is that i can say what i want to and as it turns out there is no point in talking about things that i don't want to as the only person i would be kidding is ME, and why would i want to do that, O and by the way it could just as easy be the other way i could write to you all and tell you all that i was whoever i wanted to be and guess what as far as anyone is concerned i could be that person and who would know only me. Funny old thing this blogging on one hand i am telling you's i am a gangster and on the other hand i can tell you all i am a verry ritch person who only had to snap his fingers and it would all happen ( O how i wish). Anyway enough of the fantasy and get back to the real world. BY BY for now untill next time bakerman-3011.

miss a blog, miss a day

MyNeroUserWithNicknamebakerman-3011@nero.com (bakerman-3011) — 18 Jun 2009 08:40:24 GMT

Hello blogers

Feel guilty missed another couple of day's don't know know why i suppose it is i just get gaught up in things and before i know it BANG another day has gone by and i tell myself it is to late i will do it tommorow, and you know what that means i am not doing it today i am to lazy. The funny thing is it is on my mind that i have not done my blog and untill i do it i feel like something is missing. What is strange i had a couple of other blogs i started the same time as i started my blog with nero but i have stoped doing them as i feel it is more important to do my blog to NERO and it so happens i have flushed the other blogs away and i now just do my NERO blog and i am verry happy with that and without sounding cheesy i feel verry happy about it and don't feel i am missing out on anything strang don't you think. To continue with things myself and my daughter are doing well although with my daughter being nearly 6 months pregnant she is going through some funny times. The thing i went through tis all before as i have five daughters so you can imagine i know what i am talking about, anyway as i said my daughter is going through some funny times any time through the day she will say DAD do you fancy getting me a ------ it drives me nuts but then she can twist me around her fingers and get me running around after her but then i am her DAD and thats it. i know making these statments some of you's are going to thing i am mad and i probably am but ( HAY) it is my daughter and i love her and i must say i love all my other daughters alhough it might not sound it but then all my other daughters all live away from me and are getting on with there own lifes which i am very happy about and the daughter i talk seeminly more about lives with me so i feel i do talk about her more.

An early blog to star the day

MyNeroUserWithNicknamebakerman-3011@nero.com (bakerman-3011) — 16 Jun 2009 09:36:19 GMT

I know this is the earliest time i have ever written a blog so it should come across different or i hope so. I am starting out the day i should say it is on a high, but i have to say it is not so as because i am not as energetic as i should be. Anyway to get going i am not doing to bad and although i have to clean the house and everything that that involves and i must say i am not that enthusiastic about it but i know it has to be done and i will get it all done no matter what. My daughter is of to school and the house is quiet and believe me that is nice and that is probably the thing that is getting in the way, because when it is so quiet i just seem to forget about most of it and find myself chilling out and the danger is i maby ghetto like it too much and then before i know it i am back to square one sitting thinking about cleaning the house and getting things done that make the house look good it seems to be catch 22 and it becomes a neverending circle. There i go i have landed back to square one thinking about how quiet it is but know i have to get things done, O what a wicked web we weave what do you think. Anyway as i said when starting this blog it was supposed to be dinamicas it was the first time i have written a blog in the morning and i have just realized that it is completely different doing it in the morning i know i keep talking about the morning but it is just so different and what i will do is do another blog this evening and lets see how that one turns out, let me be honest with you all i don't think this blog says much, but then again maby to some won it might say a lot. Happy blogging . bakerman-3011.

At last back again,not been well.

MyNeroUserWithNicknamebakerman-3011@nero.com (bakerman-3011) — 14 Jun 2009 22:23:26 GMT

Hello Fellow Blogers,

It is good to be back at the wheel so to speak. I thought i had the bad flu and i could hardly get about to do anything i realy did think i was dying all my bones were sore and i took medicin after medicin it was that bad but as you see i am up and about again and back on my blog to keep you young and not so young people out there up to date about things in general. Everything here in the homestead of my house in Edinburgh Scotland is doing fine and apart from the weather which has been good apart from today which was very wet things are ticking over. How are all you good folks i hope you are staying happy throughout the days and keeping a smile on your faces. My daughter is well in her pregnancy and had her third scan i was amazed to see how the baby is growing as when my ex had our five girls it was different i suppose this time it is my daughter who is having the baby so it is a lot different and being the first one to have a baby out of the five of them it does as i say feel strange but in a nice way. I made a statment about having brought up five girls well it was very hard as i landed up on my own bringing up the girls, it was hard but i would have had it no other way,and as it is what is done is done for whatever reason it happens you just have to get on with it and i always remember that in some places in the world there is no help like we have in the UK, so i am always thankfull about that i was not working but it costs a lot of earnings to bring up five girls and the older they got the less i had, and the more i had to work, so the less the kids seen of me i know it is an ever ending circle but beleive me when i say i am a very happy man now although i do not have my youth anymore, but then you can't have it all. OK everyone i did not mean to go on so much got carried away with myself now being out of what i thought was my death bed.Take care of yourselfs out in the big wide world By for now bakerman-3011.

continue of last blog

MyNeroUserWithNicknamebakerman-3011@nero.com (bakerman-3011) — 10 Jun 2009 22:15:26 GMT

I just spent half an houre writing a blog and just as i was about to signe it and publish it again like a few other times it just dissapeard again i can't figure it out maby if you read an unfinished blog it is my one hope you all understand it. By for now. bakerman-3011.

sometimes it realy is worth it.

MyNeroUserWithNicknamebakerman-3011@nero.com (bakerman-3011) — 09 Jun 2009 20:00:14 GMT

HELLO BROTHER BLOGGERS,

You know sometimes i find it quite hard to keep going not only writing blogs but reminding myself that not performing this blog is not the end of the world as i feel maby sometimes people who realy know me think, what the fasanishing of me doing a blog most days goes against all the things they know about me and maby thinking it is just a phase i am going through. As it is i still find it hard to explain why it is i do the blog so i realy dont say anything. back to the everyday way of life. I am at a stage in the day which i tell myself to slow down and start to chill out, but like everything in life it never works out that way , it is like all your faimly are just waiting for that momment then ju st as tou are putting your feet up world war begins and everyone needs your atention right away what i have to say is enough is enough and refuse to get caught up in it all because if you do just one thing everyone homes in and you may as well give up, i am sure you's know exactly what i mean. Anyway i am going to say BY for now as not only am i tired with today but i am also hungry and feel i need to eat. I hope everyone is in good health and getting on with there life. bakerman-3011

sometimes it is not so easy.

MyNeroUserWithNicknamebakerman-3011@nero.com (bakerman-3011) — 09 Jun 2009 00:08:30 GMT

Hi blogs,

As the title say's sometimes it is very hard to start a blog, not because i have nothing to say but the true fact is i think because i am not that good useing nero i find myself getting all confused in how to use it. I rty and reply to some powple who take the time to comment on my blog but it never seems to work for me .What i will have to do is find out how to do this i will send a Email to nero and let them know as it realy makes me angry when what you are supposed to do does not happen no matter how many times you do it. A fellow bloger called truss who i am trying to write back to, sorry i am trying but it seems impossible as i said it just wont happen for me but i will no matter what ok be patient. you know what it was only a few day's ago i was saying how at last we up here in Scotland were at last getting our summer,well guess what it was like a blink here today gone tommorow the sun only lasted a couple of day's quite sad realy. I would say today my thought for this day is ( it is all right to have a thought as long as you don't beat yourself up about it). Do what i do talk to somewon about it afterall a thought is realy a story told by one and herd by another. Night Night fellow bloggers. bakerman-3011.

Forget to blog is like forgetting to live a day.

MyNeroUserWithNicknamebakerman-3011@nero.com (bakerman-3011) — 07 Jun 2009 12:09:15 GMT

Hello fellow blogs,

I thought i was to busy to find time to blog and it turns out that all i done was think about why i had no time to write my blog the reason was i was to lazy to be bothered and as it turned out i did not realy get anything done. Sometimes i find myself so messed up in my thoughts that i find myself doing nothing but think i am doing everything it is a very strange feeling and if you had to explain it maby you could let me know. Today in Edinburgh Scotland is a bit overcast and i had arranged to treat my daughter to a BBQ as the last time she went her boyfriend landed up giveing her food poising and i wanted her to know that it is a safe thing to do, but as it turns out it is the wronge weather to have it so i will have to think of something else. I have been going through some of the other blogs that fellow blogers have been writing and it strikes me as how many people who blog do it for many different reasons, some people blog maby because it is there way of communicating with the outside world which is a good way to gain confidence in unleashing ones thoughts and not allowing everything to build up and become a problem. Other times when i am reading a blog i start to read what the fellow bloger is writing but i am reading between the lines and it suddenly becomes a compleatly different blog, i wonder if anybody understands this as although i don't try and say i have any insite in understanding this i find myself wondering if it is just something that i am imagining, or other people read like me and see the letter that is there but not realy being written as the bloger might not know how to put down his/her true feelings. Please do not think i am trying to interfear in anyway as to how other blogers write there blogs, remember at the end of the day there is realy no right or wronge way to write your thoughts down, and the fact that you are able to express yourself and your feelings at all is a plus in my book so please remember that this is my blog and my thoughts and you might think what a load of c--- then good for you stand up and be counted. bakerman3011

A blog a day keeps me awake

MyNeroUserWithNicknamebakerman-3011@nero.com (bakerman-3011) — 03 Jun 2009 23:18:08 GMT

Hello fellow blogers,

how is everyone feeling today being that in this neck of the woods it is so hot and i seem to be one of the unfortunate ones that as soon as the sun shows i have to cover upas if i don't i blister and it becomes so painfull. that is me then againi see other people with no cover at all and i wonder if they know the harm they are doing to themselfs. Beleive me i am not preaching asi suppose it would make no difference as i am sure they have heard it all before. I am one to tell my daughter about the dangers but all i get for all my concern is i am called an old fuddie duddie, that is the polite way of the meaning to stop harasing her. The young's attude is im allright now when i am old then i will deal with it then it is something i have learned to understandand i say put up with but i would be lieing as i have just learnd to accept itand get on with life. It has been a very busy day for me today i had so much to do and was very suprised that i got it all done but at this moment i feel i have been draged through a hedge backwords , at least i know i will sleep well tonight. I like to think that writing this blog to you's means that the night is near an end and it is time for me to unwind for the night. Today is another day to contanplain about, and i like to not think to much about tommorow and hope that it starts with a whisper. By bakerman3011.

other blog from bakerman

MyNeroUserWithNicknamebakerman-3011@nero.com (bakerman-3011) — 02 Jun 2009 02:44:48 GMT

I started to write a blog a few minuits ago and as i presed a space the whole blog dissapeared it realy nafs me of. My daughter landed up in hospital tonight as during the day she caught food poinson as she had a b b q and it must not have been cooked properley. I was so woried and thought the worse as she is preganent and i thought the worse as you do being the father. as it was it turned out all right. it is nice to be able to share this bit of info with tou's all out there. Hope yous are all well and everyone watched the sun and took pleanty of precotion as it can be dangerous for you's in later years. talk again later bakerman-3011

Anoher day anothr thought

MyNeroUserWithNicknamebakerman-3011@nero.com (bakerman-3011) — 01 Jun 2009 00:42:52 GMT

Hi fellow blogs,

Nice to be back at my blog as i have not ben here since before th weekend. It has ben a busy few days my daughter went out the whole weekend sun bathing akthough i warned her about getting sunburnt she did not listen to me as your kids think they know best wekk guess what (SHE GOT BURNT) to late they never listen. I hope everyone took advantage of the nice weather it won't last, that is unless you are in some places in America i was reading some blogs and they say it is snowing in some places hard to beleive but ten i am not there and have never been, iftou are one of the blogers out in America let me know how it is where you are it would be interesting. I am in Edinburgh Scotland and as i say it is very hot here. my thoughts over the weekend were very scrambled i was all over the place trying to get things in order for the week and it seemed the harder i tried the less i got done so i done the best thing i stopped had a cup of tea looked at the situation thought it all over and started all over again only then did it start to work out. The lesson i learnt is it is not how fast you do things but (HOW YOU DO THINGS). by for now. bakerman-3011

Another day in my life.

MyNeroUserWithNicknamebakerman-3011@nero.com (bakerman-3011) — 29 May 2009 21:07:05 GMT

Hello today one and all,

Here i am again putting down a word or two for you all to read and ponder over. It has been a very hot day today not that i am moaning or anything as when it's cold i tend to complaina bit. Iam trying to write this and my daughter is starting to jump around saying her toe is in spasm and it is hurting her i think i am supposed to do something don't know what but then again that is life. I think i am finding things a bit of a strain just now but i have been feeling like this all day it is the heat i think. I have picked a bad time to write this as i am being distracted by the tv as i am a person who loves anything to do with fantasy films and as it happens that is what is on. I am going to go just now i have to go and cook the dinner if not me then it would not get done. I know it sounds like i do everything in the house well in fact thinking about it I DO maby i should think about that. Anyway for now BY BY. bakerman-3011